Bye Germany

Actually, I have posted about this story before in another site called multiply but since I just sign up to blogspot and I am arrogant enough, I think it will be ok if i post this again right here in blog spot. :D
It is about achievement of catching my dream. First i want to tell you that I really really really want to go abroad whether to Aussie, Europe, or US. But I will be very very very glad if  i have a chance to go to US especially to New York or Chicago. For Everyone, who can get me there, please email me. :D
The dream goes on until god give me the way to go to Germany. Yes, Germany and one more time that Germany in Europe. Was that like a dream come true for me? Ohyaaa, absolutely.
It was begin in June 2011 when i got the information that I passed through the job selection process for position called "Intermediator Teknologi" or "Technology Broker" under the Ministry of Research and Technology. Before going to the the real technology broker, I should be sent to Germany to join the technology training there for around 3 months and then I should be sent back to Indonesia again with one big target which is build at least 2 SMEs.
At that time, I have imagined that I will be in germany, meeting someone new there, learning subject that contrary to my previous subject "communication", breathing the different air, taking some picture of its building, posting my picture there to facebook so everybody could see me that I'm catching my dreams, and etc etc etc. Until I can not imagine more of what i will be doing in Germany because I won't go there in September. Yes, I'm sure I won't go there in September.
There are lot of things to considering about that. For about 3 weeks I surrounded by dillema. It's hard to let that chance that maybe won't come twice. But the strange working contract system convince me to tell the employer that i'm gonna resigned from that position. People would think me as an arrogant. But I don't care what they will talk about me. As far as I know, If we will be departed in September, we have to sign the working contract at least in the end of June. Moreover, the employer have informed us that working contract process will be signed in June 27th and until now (if I ain't wrong because i already resigned) the working contract has yet to be run.
Another consideration is the working contract between me and the employer after the training is just for two years. It's mean that i have to find another job in 2014. Ohh God, it will be too naive for me if i said that i don't want a settle life with enough salary. Honestly, I really want to serve a good facilitation for my mom and siblings and make them happy. and I think i couldn't reach that if i take that chance of Technology Broker. All i get for taking that chance will be just satisfying my ego.
However, I should thank to Allah SWT for answering my prayers and thank to the Ministry of Research and Technology for trusting and giving me the chance to fill the position. At the same time i took the decision, I also accepted in one BUMD called PT Pembangunan Jaya Ancol Tbk. So far, I am sure this is the best decision i took. I am sure Allah SWT knows more alot about the best thing for me and gives the blessing.

Last but not least, You and I Do not have to worry because I won't forget my dream to go to Aussie, Europe, and US. Someday, I will be there and just wait for me. :Dfrom multiply